Motivation dropssss

Worst moment of the year has arrived these days, the feeling of not havin any motivation... for school stuff!
I want to shop, sport, sleep, work, do everything what i can imagine but school IMPOSSIBLE.
No discipline at all, i'm a terrible example of a student.

SOS help... beep

Home alone

I'm not havin a holiday this year, i mean like going on a two week trip or something. Time to find some money, spend some time in Holland, work a bit on my graduation project which ends in October. 
Mehhh everyone is going. But hey 6-7 July i'm in Belgium for some shopping time in Antwerp & Bruxelles with my mum.

Bonsoir tout le monde

Sooon

Arghhh when i passed my deadline by the end of May, i neeed to go to Antwerpz to visit Forever21, have some kriek beer & chill out. My public transportation card expires around August, so i need to have some last profit of it.
When i don't pass the deadline i'm miserable and failed, because then i'll graduate in October. NO GIVE ME JUNE.

Wanna make this

Pictures from: Julia Minamata

This girl did the greatest job in drawing her entire make-up stash. She even used the actual color of it on the paper, so it's the real deal lol. I love it and when i've got more time then i have now, i'll definitely give it a shot! 

At the moment i'm struggling with my graduation project. It's closer and closer till the deadline. I'm a hermit, I don't even dare to leave my home these days. 

Andddd i'm sick again

I think i have to reside on a tropic island, this climate is not doing much for me.
Cannot concentrate also, great.

Puzzled

It's the stupid 5th of March already & i don't have a clue what to do with my graduation project. Where to begin. Like an astronaut being friggin on your own, exploring a planet you don't know anything about. Although i don't think that really happens, wouldn't be very sufficient to send such an astronaut away lolz.
SEND ME.

Insanity

-School?
*Yeah yeah last 6 months of it
-Whatcha doin?
*WHAT AM I ACTUALLY DOING

I cannot make up my mind, spending my days looking around, gaming, wondering what to search for on the Internet, making tea, watching series, making some more tea, and hops the day is over.

Starting to believe i'm a friggin retard... how did i get here...as a 4th year student...what did i learn...not the slightest idea...studying at home is nothing for me! I'm just a hermit. Hermit hermit Kermit.

Yeahh

I got a GO for my graduation project which means i can officially start now! Last 6 months and then it's finiiiii

Wismilak

Not for some clove cigarettes (Sampoerna are best ones) but i need some luck for next week. School has to approve my documents so i can start with my graduation project.
Man oh man, just give me a GO.
Do it for my nerdiness. And for the fact that i even showed up at lectures no one attends, just to fill up the class room so the lecturer felt less stupid.

Mondrian nails

Made this nail art inspired by Dutch painter Piet Mondriaan. Tomorrow my last exam about new media... featuring a 300 paged book i haven't read woohooo. Awesome. See ya in couple of days.

Sunday, awesome Sunday

That's right & i love this form of entertainment. 

But today i have major problems with finishing exercises for school. MY LAST ONES. As always.

I had such great ideas (as always) of making it in the first holiday week, but yeah once again.... it's the friggin last day and still two papers to go. My mind says make it, but my brain is just chillin. Like a villain.

Got these bottles of wine as a gift of the high schools i visited for work. Nowadays i work for Inholland University (i also study there) where i represent them at several high schools, to promote Inholland and to help kids find a study they might like.

Hurray! C'est fini!

Of course it's night time, but i finished my school work for tomorrow. Thumbs up if the printer works well tomorrow, now it's time for a 2 hour sleep yeah!

Story of my life

Om al uw plannen te realiseren is heel wat werk voor nodig! U kunt het zich nu niet veroorloven de teugels los te laten, daar is heel veel kennis voor nodig. Het kan ook geen kwaad als u beter bij de les blijft.


Thanks horoscope, I ALREADY KNEW THAT.

Minor sucks

Is the struggle worth anything? 

Week 2

Still sick - coughing like a retard - don't like my minor - cold outside - bit bored & lonely - want to sleep but feels like wasting my time - ordered a new coat - COUGH - have to make some money - Autumn is hard - my hair looks dull - COUGH - don't know what to do with it - loved the holiday times & freedom - school makes my eyes hurt (need some extra glasses but no money) - COUGHCOUGH - moodswing at the moment..... 

First day of school

School started again! My last year. Wasn't dressed up in new clothing like 80% of them do, but every year i still feel the same awkwardness.
Today was kinda horrid. After 10 weeks of freedom my mind was definitely not set to a full day of school. End of the morning i started to get tired, bored, hungry, sleepy, etcetera.

Troubles with keeping my eyes open.... The lights were just so strong...How can all those people act so energetic and happy.
All i was thinking was I JUST WANNA GO HOME RIGHT NOW, SO STOP TALKING MAN.

8 days to go

Love this maps, but they are big & kinda expensive (10 €)

I'm slowly starting to pack for my 3 week Europe trip.
Buying some stuff from time to time, putting it in the trolley bag... Think i gonna miss my all day access to the Internet, blogging also. It seems fun to me to blog while being on the road, but it's not gonna work properly + leaving my laptop at home is a safer plan.

One school thing bothers me and i have one last day at work.. Thursday it's all done! For now we have sun, heat & school work.

Wednesday was kinda bummer, because we had to correct some stuff.... not motivated anymore so we'll see.
Also i had to work more this week, what obviously is a bad combination with staying up late lol.

Only 11 days till Interrail......WOOO

Wowww pinball queen!

Yeahh i had an incredibly busy week with school, coming week will be busy also...
Thursday everything was closed so i met up with a friend from school to finish some school stuff, Friday i went to the printing office to get the Euromast magazines as final product + went shopping, Saturday i went to Rotterdam with my mum to shop some summer clothing and interrail stuff...
Monday most of the schoolwork has to be finished. Wish me luck.

Playing games instead of homework isn't a good idea, but you'll have to admit; i'm pretty good! lol