Motivation dropssss

Worst moment of the year has arrived these days, the feeling of not havin any motivation... for school stuff!
I want to shop, sport, sleep, work, do everything what i can imagine but school IMPOSSIBLE.
No discipline at all, i'm a terrible example of a student.

SOS help... beep


Cry cry bummer

Today i found out something stupid. Didn't ruin my day though, but it could when i was in a bad mood.
So i went shopping with my mum in Rotterdam and visited the departement store Bijenkorf.

Last week i bought a necklace @ Swarovski over there and what did i see?! They started a kind of extra sale where they've lowered prices of random items again............. LIKE MY NECKLACE. 

Of course. 40€ extra off. NO NO NO.

Worst part of it, i thought of returning the item & buying it again for the new price. But of course not, suddenly they don't return sale-items. And the girl at the counter was like 'hihiihh too bad, we didn't know there was going to be an extra sale'.
Well f*ck off Bijenkorf with giving me this crappy talk.

But allright as i said, it didn't ruin my day. Still got my necklace on sale, even though i could've saved another 40€.


Home alone

I'm not havin a holiday this year, i mean like going on a two week trip or something. Time to find some money, spend some time in Holland, work a bit on my graduation project which ends in October. 
Mehhh everyone is going. But hey 6-7 July i'm in Belgium for some shopping time in Antwerp & Bruxelles with my mum.

Bonsoir tout le monde


♥ Notre Dame de Paris

I wanna see this musical. Cannot understand all the French songs but it's so intense. I love the voice of this singer Garou who plays Quasimodo.



Arghhh when i passed my deadline by the end of May, i neeed to go to Antwerpz to visit Forever21, have some kriek beer & chill out. My public transportation card expires around August, so i need to have some last profit of it.
When i don't pass the deadline i'm miserable and failed, because then i'll graduate in October. NO GIVE ME JUNE.

Wanna make this

Pictures from: Julia Minamata

This girl did the greatest job in drawing her entire make-up stash. She even used the actual color of it on the paper, so it's the real deal lol. I love it and when i've got more time then i have now, i'll definitely give it a shot! 
At the moment i'm struggling with my graduation project. It's closer and closer till the deadline. I'm a hermit, I don't even dare to leave my home these days. 


Caviar nails

Spotted this trend on the blogs recently; caviar nails.
Ciaté made a beautiful but expensive set for caviar manicure, but i decided to buy the 'mini beads' on Ebay. Same effect, way cheaper.

One thing. Wearing this kind of nail art isn't handy. Stuck in your hair, feels weird, constantly being careful not losing any beads. But the effect ís worth it!


Andddd i'm sick again

I think i have to reside on a tropic island, this climate is not doing much for me.
Cannot concentrate also, great.


"Nooit dubbel werken als het niet hoeft", aldus mijn afstudeerbegeleider van het bedrijf. Yes dit gaat goed!


Summer lovin' happened so fast

Paris, July 2011
First stop of our Interrail holiday. It's the fun fair at Jardin des Tuileries (Tuileries Garden) which is open in July and August. Although we only wandered around watching the attractions and people, the atmosphere was lovely. The sand gives a bit of a beach idea. Strange to find a relaxed place like this in the center of Paris, close to all those crowded touristic spots.



It's the stupid 5th of March already & i don't have a clue what to do with my graduation project. Where to begin. Like an astronaut being friggin on your own, exploring a planet you don't know anything about. Although i don't think that really happens, wouldn't be very sufficient to send such an astronaut away lolz.


Save the Biltmore!

The Belleview Biltmore Hotel was one of the hotels we stayed in during our holiday in Florida, 2008. It was built in 1896 and had a very princess-like style with furnitured ball rooms etcetera. Very old, but classy. Sure some stuff was in need of renovation but most of it was in pretty mint condition.

"The hotel was built in 1896 by railroad tycoon Henry B. Plant and was added to the U.S. National Register of Historic Places on December 26, 1979. However, this provides no protection from demolition." (Wikipedia)

The current owner is planning to demolish it. Hell no, USA already doesn't have a lotta history and when they have a historic place, they want to replace it by money making condo's?! WHAT'S UP WITH THAT.

Please save the Biltmore. I'd love to visit it again. If it reopens ever.


Venice people mover

This thing just came up in my head. It's a kinda subway but it's not. And it has no driver.

Venice, July 2011
When the man at the train station told us about the 'people mover', we had no idea what to expect. A bus? A train? A moving walkway?
Then i asked what it was. That's the moment the proud Italian train man freaked out.
"Iffe you lette me finish, I can tell you exactely......" (fonetic Italian voice lol)

All those memories about my Interrail holiday last Summer are starting to come back these days. Maybe i need a holiday.


♥ Kidrobot

Kidrobot & Vinylmation collection - February '12
My wish is to buy a complete tray of Kidrobot blind boxes.
The Azteca collection is hot right now & when you have a 'chaser' (limited figure) you actually can make money out of that one. They're so exciting in a way you don't know what figure is inside. Yeah i know, i'm obsessed with plastic figures. And i know, it's smarter to collect a complete serie than to buy a couple of pieces of every serie... like i do now.



This girl Xiaxue seems really fake and stuff, but when i watched her Youtube video about plastic surgery she sounded so honest about it, i got sympathy for her. Also i think she's so funny in the video above xD
Nowadays she is a full-time blogger, popular in Singapore and married with an American guy she met online. Back in the days (around 2008) she was part of a big blogger fight with Dawn Yang, another known Singaporean blogger.
Xiaxue accused Dawn Yang from being fake & trying to imitate a good friend of her, Arissa Cheo. How interesting is it that all those Asian girls made themselves more European looking anyway.

For the first time in years i read about a bloggerfight with Dutch beautybloggers. It was not about imitating each other, but this time it was about the blogger Serena (Beautylab) who made a fake forum account to reveal nasty things about Cynthia (Misslipgloss). All the drama, because Cynthia caused the break-up between her brother and Serena years ago blablabla. The fight even became a trending topic on Twitter.


Saturday: Disneyland Paris!

Yeahh coming Saturday i'm off to Disney for a day. Unfortunately not both parks, but still..Space Mountain, Indiana Jones, Mickey, here i comeeeee! Instant happiness in this cold February hihi.



*Yeah yeah last 6 months of it
-Whatcha doin?

I cannot make up my mind, spending my days looking around, gaming, wondering what to search for on the Internet, making tea, watching series, making some more tea, and hops the day is over.

Starting to believe i'm a friggin retard... how did i get here...as a 4th year student...what did i learn...not the slightest idea...studying at home is nothing for me! I'm just a hermit. Hermit hermit Kermit.



Pink cake pops (Starbucks) & melon macarons (Ladurée)

Last time i went searching for cake pops @ Starbucks, but they were sold out everywhere... gimmeee.


♥ Valentine's Day ♥

Come here with your flowers, presents, cards! Bring it on! Flower delivery services, everything.

I bet the mail man will only bring me the daily newspaper. I'm gonna watch him, creep outside when he tries to deliver it, hunt him down and then i'll force him to write a love letter for me on the front page    

A lovely day to y'all!


Polska pakt ze

‘PVV verzamelt klachten over Polen’ kopten de kranten vanmorgen. De politieke partij van Geert Wilders heeft de website meldpuntmiddenenoosteuropeanen.nl in het leven geroepen waar klachten over Oost-Europeanen gemeld kunnen worden. 
Rapper Mr. Polska komt vandaag met een reactie in de vorm van meldpuntwaardevollegezelligheid.nl “Een plek waar ik alle waardevolle, gezellige ervaringen van Nederlanders met Oostblokkers wil verzamelen”.
Bron: 3voor12


I got a GO for my graduation project which means i can officially start now! Last 6 months and then it's finiiiii



Not for some clove cigarettes (Sampoerna are best ones) but i need some luck for next week. School has to approve my documents so i can start with my graduation project.
Man oh man, just give me a GO.
Do it for my nerdiness. And for the fact that i even showed up at lectures no one attends, just to fill up the class room so the lecturer felt less stupid.


Laziness attack

I feel like this. I just don't know what to do. Have to start my graduation project, but i'm just sitting, staring, without clear goals. What am I doing here?

Lolol maybe Franco's paranoid movie made me this way. During the movie he started to hear voices in his head and he was asking himself questions like; where's my director? can I actually trust him? should i kill him? what is everyone doing here?

Only thing I do know is to NOT GO OUTSIDE or you'll be freezing alive.


Freezin cold

Almost February and of course today...... it started snowing! Damn give me Spring, you had the chance in December. Planning to stay inside tomorrow & going to see James Franco's movie Francophrenia at 6PM.


Awesome director is awesome

The whole audience waited for his speech before the IFFR film
'Le Havre' started. There he stood, watching the ground, stumbling some phrases as if he doesn't speak English at all. Everyone instantly loved the Finnish director Aki Kaurismäki.

His speech:
Thanks to my daughter....which i never had....Thanks to my grandma....for being born..... I'll do my best, but that's not much. But it's more than someone else's best....


Frozen alive

Today i worked at Rotterdam Central Station to help people finding the locations of International Film Festival.
Five hours outside in the rain, damnnnn. But besides the conditions it felt good to work for the festival again for a day.


IFFR 2012 started!

Today the International Film Festival Rotterdam started and i got all my tickets. Four movies this time (sure i wanna see more), because i'm not a millionaire [yet].
Woohoo once again, excited for this awesome festival!

7:24 bus to station - 7:46 train to Rotterdam - 8:00 waiting in line for IFFR tickets - 9:00 box office opened - 9:15 finally inside - 9:45 next in line - 10:00 buying tickets - 10:30 school



#allermooistefeestje is trending on Twitter today for this new song

Went last Friday to a gig of my current obsession; Mr. Polska.
And to make it even more complete, he showed up with his whole group Nouveau Riche. The crowd was kinda lame, other location would help but in the end I WAS THERE.
Freakshows unite, i'm satisfied for now. Oh and, their producer Boaz deserves real pride for his beats.


Mondrian nails

Made this nail art inspired by Dutch painter Piet Mondriaan. Tomorrow my last exam about new media... featuring a 300 paged book i haven't read woohooo. Awesome. See ya in couple of days.


Sale started!

Bought this warm coat at H&M, already had a wintercoat but the sale started so i had to have this one hehe. Now i have to save some money for the coming time. 


Fashion Chalet Giveaway !

Today i found this awesome giveaway where you can win the Balenciaga bag that's shown above! Only thing you have to do, is share this giveaway on Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, whatever.
You can participate till January 12. Check her blog HERE for the conditions. GO GO GO!


Sunday, awesome Sunday

That's right & i love this form of entertainment. 

But today i have major problems with finishing exercises for school. MY LAST ONES. As always.
I had such great ideas (as always) of making it in the first holiday week, but yeah once again.... it's the friggin last day and still two papers to go. My mind says make it, but my brain is just chillin. Like a villain.


Some fresh music at night

White boy Brazilian with a crowd of pretty ladies where lots of musicians can dream of.


Toy Story clouds

Nail polishes:
Light blue - Primark (set of 4 mini bottles)
White  - Catrice (470 - Snow Motion!)


Gadget level: 100

Bought this little diary last week at Bol.com.
It lasts for five years and everyday you have to describe your day in just one line. No big drama issues, no rewrites of conversations you had, just a summary or an inspiring line about that day.
Hope i'll be keepin it up for the coming five years!