Laziness attack

I feel like this. I just don't know what to do. Have to start my graduation project, but i'm just sitting, staring, without clear goals. What am I doing here?

Lolol maybe Franco's paranoid movie made me this way. During the movie he started to hear voices in his head and he was asking himself questions like; where's my director? can I actually trust him? should i kill him? what is everyone doing here?

Only thing I do know is to NOT GO OUTSIDE or you'll be freezing alive.

Frozen alive

Today i worked at Rotterdam Central Station to help people finding the locations of International Film Festival.
Five hours outside in the rain, damnnnn. But besides the conditions it felt good to work for the festival again for a day.

IFFR 2012 started!

Today the International Film Festival Rotterdam started and i got all my tickets. Four movies this time (sure i wanna see more), because i'm not a millionaire [yet].

Woohoo once again, excited for this awesome festival!

7:24 bus to station - 7:46 train to Rotterdam - 8:00 waiting in line for IFFR tickets - 9:00 box office opened - 9:15 finally inside - 9:45 next in line - 10:00 buying tickets - 10:30 school

Sunday, awesome Sunday

That's right & i love this form of entertainment. 

But today i have major problems with finishing exercises for school. MY LAST ONES. As always.

I had such great ideas (as always) of making it in the first holiday week, but yeah once again.... it's the friggin last day and still two papers to go. My mind says make it, but my brain is just chillin. Like a villain.

Toy Story clouds

Nail polishes:

Light blue - Primark (set of 4 mini bottles)

White  - Catrice (470 - Snow Motion!)

Circus tonight!

Not the famous Monte Carlo Circus, not one of my faves Babylon Circus, but tonight we're going to Circus Royal! I'm a sucker for circus acts, no idea why but can't get enough of it.

Today's obsession: Mr. Polska

A tiny Polish/Dutch rapper, born in Poland (calls himself President Mr. Polska lol) with crazy beats & lyrics.
I don't know why but somehow he triggers me. He performed time ago in my hometown, didn't went then but now i feel like going to a crazy party like that.

The tall Dutch guy Jebroer isn't part of my obsession lol.

New: Pull & Bear Rotterdam

Went to the opening of world's largest Pull & Bear store in Rotterdam this evening. To be honest it isn't a mind-blowing huge store, but the clothes are pretty nice.
There were nice musicians, interesting cocktails (lavender-wodka), skateboard painting artists & a cool shopper as bonus.

Wanted to buy a bag i saw on the website of Pull & Bear, but haven't found it.... so i bought these shirts ;)

Hurray they're back!!

My grandparents are back from Bali, Indonesia! Yeye i'm gonna visit them this afternoon & they brought me fresh dodol garut wuu. My mother & sister will arrive Tuesday.

Only the misty weather sucks a bit lol.

Week 2

Still sick - coughing like a retard - don't like my minor - cold outside - bit bored & lonely - want to sleep but feels like wasting my time - ordered a new coat - COUGH - have to make some money - Autumn is hard - my hair looks dull - COUGH - don't know what to do with it - loved the holiday times & freedom - school makes my eyes hurt (need some extra glasses but no money) - COUGHCOUGH - moodswing at the moment..... 

Pharyngitis

It's not even winter & i got a sore throat already.......
Hopefully it's just this week suffering and then i'm done for the rest of the year :D That would be best. For now i'm just drinking lots of tea. I hate being sick. HELP.

First day of school

School started again! My last year. Wasn't dressed up in new clothing like 80% of them do, but every year i still feel the same awkwardness.
Today was kinda horrid. After 10 weeks of freedom my mind was definitely not set to a full day of school. End of the morning i started to get tired, bored, hungry, sleepy, etcetera.

Troubles with keeping my eyes open.... The lights were just so strong...How can all those people act so energetic and happy.
All i was thinking was I JUST WANNA GO HOME RIGHT NOW, SO STOP TALKING MAN.

Today is your birthday

Thanks Facebook for mentioning that! Lol i just turned 20 today, my kinda birthdayparty was last Friday in Euromastpark Rotterdam, had a great time.

Craving for more....

Wednesday was kinda bummer, because we had to correct some stuff.... not motivated anymore so we'll see.
Also i had to work more this week, what obviously is a bad combination with staying up late lol.

Only 11 days till Interrail......WOOO

I'm proud

Okay i could've started earlier with my homework, but i'm doing good now & it makes me happy. As long as the sun shines, i haven't got any inspiration for school. After midnight everything will do.

First day Pasar Malam

Lotta food - whole family - my niece & her boyfriend from New Zealand! - funny stuff to buy - earrings - batik products - dried fruit - tjendol - sateh kambing - see you Wednesday againnnnnnn
(Allright i know it's called Tong Tong Fair from now on, but I REFUSE)

Okay weirdest week of 2011

Yesterday i was going to interview the restaurant manager of the Euromast (185m high tower) in Rotterdam, when we suddenly saw a lot of police men and  we heard someone just jumped off the Euromast... terrible idea.

Here some happy music a Filipino classmate was singing yesterday. LIKE ALL DAY LONG.

Might give the week some positive vibe:

Twitter, what's happening??

Today's Twitter homepage.. i don't know what's going wrong actually. Don't tell me to find some interesting people to follow, 

i already have 65 of them! But show me them tweets please.. 

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