Motivation dropssss

Worst moment of the year has arrived these days, the feeling of not havin any motivation... for school stuff!
I want to shop, sport, sleep, work, do everything what i can imagine but school IMPOSSIBLE.
No discipline at all, i'm a terrible example of a student.

SOS help... beep

Wanna make this

Pictures from: Julia Minamata

This girl did the greatest job in drawing her entire make-up stash. She even used the actual color of it on the paper, so it's the real deal lol. I love it and when i've got more time then i have now, i'll definitely give it a shot! 

At the moment i'm struggling with my graduation project. It's closer and closer till the deadline. I'm a hermit, I don't even dare to leave my home these days. 

"Nooit dubbel werken als het niet hoeft", aldus mijn afstudeerbegeleider van het bedrijf. Yes dit gaat goed!

Puzzled

It's the stupid 5th of March already & i don't have a clue what to do with my graduation project. Where to begin. Like an astronaut being friggin on your own, exploring a planet you don't know anything about. Although i don't think that really happens, wouldn't be very sufficient to send such an astronaut away lolz.
SEND ME.

Save the Biltmore!

The Belleview Biltmore Hotel was one of the hotels we stayed in during our holiday in Florida, 2008. It was built in 1896 and had a very princess-like style with furnitured ball rooms etcetera. Very old, but classy. Sure some stuff was in need of renovation but most of it was in pretty mint condition.

"The hotel was built in 1896 by railroad tycoon Henry B. Plant and was added to the U.S. National Register of Historic Places on December 26, 1979. However, this provides no protection from demolition." (Wikipedia)

The current owner is planning to demolish it. Hell no, USA already doesn't have a lotta history and when they have a historic place, they want to replace it by money making condo's?! WHAT'S UP WITH THAT.

Please save the Biltmore. I'd love to visit it again. If it reopens ever.

Venice people mover

This thing just came up in my head. It's a kinda subway but it's not. And it has no driver.

Venice, July 2011
When the man at the train station told us about the 'people mover', we had no idea what to expect. A bus? A train? A moving walkway?
Then i asked what it was. That's the moment the proud Italian train man freaked out.
"Iffe you lette me finish, I can tell you exactely......" (fonetic Italian voice lol)

All those memories about my Interrail holiday last Summer are starting to come back these days. Maybe i need a holiday.

Insanity

-School?
*Yeah yeah last 6 months of it
-Whatcha doin?
*WHAT AM I ACTUALLY DOING

I cannot make up my mind, spending my days looking around, gaming, wondering what to search for on the Internet, making tea, watching series, making some more tea, and hops the day is over.

Starting to believe i'm a friggin retard... how did i get here...as a 4th year student...what did i learn...not the slightest idea...studying at home is nothing for me! I'm just a hermit. Hermit hermit Kermit.

♥ Valentine's Day ♥

Come here with your flowers, presents, cards! Bring it on! Flower delivery services, everything.

I bet the mail man will only bring me the daily newspaper. I'm gonna watch him, creep outside when he tries to deliver it, hunt him down and then i'll force him to write a love letter for me on the front page ♥ ♥ ♥ 

A lovely day to y'all!

Yeahh

I got a GO for my graduation project which means i can officially start now! Last 6 months and then it's finiiiii

Wismilak

Not for some clove cigarettes (Sampoerna are best ones) but i need some luck for next week. School has to approve my documents so i can start with my graduation project.
Man oh man, just give me a GO.
Do it for my nerdiness. And for the fact that i even showed up at lectures no one attends, just to fill up the class room so the lecturer felt less stupid.

Laziness attack

I feel like this. I just don't know what to do. Have to start my graduation project, but i'm just sitting, staring, without clear goals. What am I doing here?

Lolol maybe Franco's paranoid movie made me this way. During the movie he started to hear voices in his head and he was asking himself questions like; where's my director? can I actually trust him? should i kill him? what is everyone doing here?

Only thing I do know is to NOT GO OUTSIDE or you'll be freezing alive.

Mondrian nails

Made this nail art inspired by Dutch painter Piet Mondriaan. Tomorrow my last exam about new media... featuring a 300 paged book i haven't read woohooo. Awesome. See ya in couple of days.

Sunday, awesome Sunday

That's right & i love this form of entertainment. 

But today i have major problems with finishing exercises for school. MY LAST ONES. As always.

I had such great ideas (as always) of making it in the first holiday week, but yeah once again.... it's the friggin last day and still two papers to go. My mind says make it, but my brain is just chillin. Like a villain.

Some fresh music at night

White boy Brazilian with a crowd of pretty ladies where lots of musicians can dream of.

Gadget level: 100

Bought this little diary last week at Bol.com.
It lasts for five years and everyday you have to describe your day in just one line. No big drama issues, no rewrites of conversations you had, just a summary or an inspiring line about that day.
Hope i'll be keepin it up for the coming five years!

My 2011

• Working at International Film Festival Rotterdam
• Internship/ working at printing company
• Got my first tattoo
• Concerts: Little Dragon, Kane, Red Hot Chili Peppers
• Pasar Malam with my niece from New Zealand
• Became a promotion team member @ Inholland
• Met the best guy (and kinda lost him too)
• Metropolis
• Europe Interrail
• All the parties in Rotterdam
• Pathé Unlimited
• Christmas shopping in London

2009 - 2010
2011 was new, loving, hard, warm, impressive, sweet, fast, unforgettable, heart-breaking, beautiful, exciting, great fun, responsible, sad, just another big freakshow!

Done with 2011

I think it's time for a new year. Clean start, new beginning.

Post no. 700

Not the fastest poster these days and have been changing my blog like a zillion times, first putting mostly self-made pictures and nowadays lot of music fragments.. Haven't got a clear idea of what my blog needs to show, but maybe i'll find out later.