Movies I wanna see

Prison movie with Edward Norton


Love drama with Ryan Gosling


Freakshow with Johnny Depp

Today's obsession: Mr. Polska

A tiny Polish/Dutch rapper, born in Poland (calls himself President Mr. Polska lol) with crazy beats & lyrics.
I don't know why but somehow he triggers me. He performed time ago in my hometown, didn't went then but now i feel like going to a crazy party like that.

The tall Dutch guy Jebroer isn't part of my obsession lol.

Week 2

Still sick - coughing like a retard - don't like my minor - cold outside - bit bored & lonely - want to sleep but feels like wasting my time - ordered a new coat - COUGH - have to make some money - Autumn is hard - my hair looks dull - COUGH - don't know what to do with it - loved the holiday times & freedom - school makes my eyes hurt (need some extra glasses but no money) - COUGHCOUGH - moodswing at the moment..... 

Bye for now

I feel awkward. My last day at work is tomorrow. Leaving the people i like so much. Like i'm closing a chapter in a book. Not voluntarily so someone else is closing it instantly. No choice.
Maybe it's good or just the start of one job-hopping career.
Sure i can meet them but nothing will be the same. Advantage is that a lot of people are moving now. I'm not leaving a business where everything will stay the same. I jump out of a tornado. Everything's gonna change in there. Good luck for the guys who are staying.

I'm gonna miss you

Stay fierce

Most boring day of the month

Bored, lonely, stupid, silent, slow, never-ending story, cold, motivationless, willing to be a hermit, priceless, moneyless, senseless, restless.. en de rest is geschiedenisssss. Watskeburt.

Therapeutical goodness

I'm throwing away stuff like crazy these days... it feel SO good! Only problem is the mountain of clothes that has to be stored.. need another IKEA closet for it but then i'm 100% happy (+ a nail polish display of course).

Can't let the IFFR feeling go. Time for a song which will remind me of the festival cause they played live at one of the parties. They're Dutch and pretty cool.

Het hele festival is liefde

De films die ik zie, de sfeer die er hangt, de mensen die ik ontmoet. Alles is liefde op het IFFR. Het is echt hartverwarmend. Deze uitspraak is tegen cheesy aan maar toch.
Morgen vertrekt m'n eerste matey, terug naar Brooklyn. En zo zal langzaam de hele festivalgrond onder ons wegbrokkelen, om weer plaats te maken voor de kille dagelijkse stadsvloer.

En nu maar hopen dat de one love volunteer love even blijft en ik morgen m'n posterrol vind in het kantoor waar ik hem vergeten ben....

No minute left

Monday to Friday: from 9 to 5 at my internship - sharing an office with internshipgirl - staring at pc all those hours - havin a small walk - a 30 minute break - hurting fingers from typing - burning pc-shaped eyes - bit of talking with the press guys - going home - eat - relaxing for a moment - intensely tired - sleep.

Saturday: wake up early - going to The Hague for an Indonesian event (pasar kliling) - good food - some shopping - home.
Sunday: wake up early - off to Rotterdam - Primark - back to center of Rotterdam for some shopping - rainnn & coldness - watching Due Date at the cinema - home.

You see, I NEED MORE WEEKEND

I would do everything to go back

i'm so cold - winter depression hey hello
how great would it be to leave when the rain & coldness starts, to show up again when the sun gets warm again. it would make me a zillion times happier than how i feel at the moment.

I feel like this and nothing can bother me cause i'm leavin on a jetplane don't know when i'll be back again. Bali. Love. Paradise. Rest. Bye pauper queen. You wish you could go on any holiday right now. HA!

See ya tomorrow

zillion of kids who scream, bite, yell, cry, laugh and run....allright some of you are sooo cute but too be honest i'm happy when this week is ended hehehe ;p

Return of the Flower Dress

My inner hippie speaks again. One sunny Sunday and my head says wear it, wear the flower dress! Forgive me: i haven't even polished my nails, i just ran outside immediately xD

The sun on my head, a mint tea in my hand & my neighbour's radio is singing Hey soulsister. Life's good.

I'm changed!

I don't know what it is, maybe my Babylon Circus obsession cured me, but today i've made a big step by quitting those addictive Facebook games! I'M SO SICK OF THEM.
They will never stop & it's just the stupid same over and over and over and over again. Have a good life, Farmville, Café World, Fishville & Mafia Wars. I feel so free!!

hahahahhaha xD

Diagnosis: extremely weather diseased

After several years with sad rainy weather, here it is.
Everytime i open my eyes i see friggin' snow.
It makes me want to close my eyes and sleep all day long.

I'm so weird; in the summer i always wish to feel snow & right now i feel like wearing dresses, eating ice cream!

Weather diseased.

I think it's caused by the world around me. Like why do they sell the winter collection clothes in June & summer around December? Why the hack do they sell easter eggs in February & Sinterklaas stuff in August? STOP IT! It makes me crazyyy.

Worst way to spend your Wednesday morning

Ma grandparents are on the way to Indonesia now! Hope they have a great time, but they'll stay a month : (

Busy learning now, with a weird sense of having no exam today at all... like i'm learning for just nothing? But i'm sure, i'll never do that hahaha.

I think i gonna make some breakfast soon. With a nice cup of tea.

Happy birthday grandma! 

Winter Blues

When it's summer (while sitting in a park on a sunny day with lots of delicious ice cream) i always think snow is nice, beautiful, romantic, and nice again. But now it's just annoying me so much!
It's about -5°C outside and snow is turning into ice brr. Biking is more like gliding these days and the wind is hurting our soft faces. Happy enough i'm warm inside now.

Also my fav chief at my supermarket is transferred to another location, tooo bad. To make it even worse i have to write an essay about friendship for Monday. Without inspiration.

Argh i don't feel happy i feel like i'm suffering from winter blues.. Maybe i have to sleep all winter and when i wake up everything is nice, sunny & funny.