Laziness attack

I feel like this. I just don't know what to do. Have to start my graduation project, but i'm just sitting, staring, without clear goals. What am I doing here?

Lolol maybe Franco's paranoid movie made me this way. During the movie he started to hear voices in his head and he was asking himself questions like; where's my director? can I actually trust him? should i kill him? what is everyone doing here?

Only thing I do know is to NOT GO OUTSIDE or you'll be freezing alive.

Week 2

Still sick - coughing like a retard - don't like my minor - cold outside - bit bored & lonely - want to sleep but feels like wasting my time - ordered a new coat - COUGH - have to make some money - Autumn is hard - my hair looks dull - COUGH - don't know what to do with it - loved the holiday times & freedom - school makes my eyes hurt (need some extra glasses but no money) - COUGHCOUGH - moodswing at the moment..... 

First day of school

School started again! My last year. Wasn't dressed up in new clothing like 80% of them do, but every year i still feel the same awkwardness.
Today was kinda horrid. After 10 weeks of freedom my mind was definitely not set to a full day of school. End of the morning i started to get tired, bored, hungry, sleepy, etcetera.

Troubles with keeping my eyes open.... The lights were just so strong...How can all those people act so energetic and happy.
All i was thinking was I JUST WANNA GO HOME RIGHT NOW, SO STOP TALKING MAN.

Today i decided to become a juggler

Today i want to be Marina Diamandis